Just a Day.
Wind Swept, I came in from the Wild
for him -
Hair Curled - Tusselled before
& now a mess around Me
the Halo of a Sin -
from the Rushing of the Passion
that Matched the Wind
My Song would begin in the Etiquette
Play & Something about a
Blue Ray? - Something I had
already Seen - only Yesterday.
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I was a Whore &
torn Apart
In a condition where I
Stumbled around and Found
Solace in his rendition.
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The Sun came out as we
watched the People Passing by &
I caught him -
his Eye,
there we stayed
for an hour
or so...that time disappeared
& I was locked into him, like a dough
& Moonsuckle Putty in his arms
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He left me to go & see a Client & this Undid Me,
I stared from a Window.
Along the Shops
Seeing Colours & Materials, I wondered
where had they come from?
Where did they belong?
Those places where Peoples Voices
know only the Desert,
Huge and Beautiful, Frightening - Luminous
An Undoing of Me.
In the Arms of the Life of 'I' and 'He'
in the Vastness of Thought
Throught the Valleys of Time
& upon the Wings of the ones who see.
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We walked towards the Swans -
beautiful - all White, with lovely long
necks and into the Night.
My Hands made their Shapes as
they began to stray further into
the Water -
They clipped their Heads for me -
and as the Children stopped feeding
them - they Swam away.
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He was calling someone and it was not Me,
he looked at me Several times & I stripped
myself down for him but he did not See.
I Stared into Space -
A Lake of Green Moss
the Distance between us
was full of Desolation - of Love,
& of Loss.
With one breath of my Life,
I realised it had perhaps been a Wife?
There are so many Hearts now on my Sleeve,
That it is Painted Red &
Wondering through his House
its there I found my Bed.
When the Rain came through -
Through his front Room,
So then Shone a Moon....
And it was Me I realised
Who had to use My Head.
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(For Julian)